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I know that no one reads or cares about my journal (I think kyoselflove is the only one who responds to my entries so I guess I'll write this for you lol) anymore but I am now back in the US. I got back on Saturday but I've been staying the week with my sister. She works in California and home for me is still Michigan. Going to continue my quarter life crisis and stay with my parents. Try to find a job. Pay off my credit card and vacation.
Tomorrow I head back to Michigan... going to be another boring ass day of waiting around in airports and on planes but thinking I should be home by 4 PM my time. And I want to just get unpacked Sunday night so I can have access to my things and can just spend Monday putting things away and doing endless laundry. The latter won't be something so fun though.
I've been an unstable wreck as usual but I am feeling better now that I'm back. When I left Japan after completing my study abroad + 3 weeks travel, it was with mixed feelings. I kind of wanted to go home but I also wanted to stay and try something else. I just couldn't do that because I was out of money. Now this time I was just so fucking ready to be home. I miss going to lives and instores, but I'm not as heartbroken about not being able to do so as I was last time. Really wish I could go back to Japan for Lycaon's last live. I checked Twitter this morning thinking I'll do some creeping and was stunned to find announcements from all of them about how they're stopping Lycaon at the end of the year. I'll have to try to translate their post on their record label's website to see if there's any inclination as to why they're stopping. They all get along well, it's not as if they're out of ideas since they just released Camera Obscure... I'm really sad to be losing one of my favorite bands. I couldn't see anywhere near as many of their lives as I wanted to but at least I've seen 3 and gotten my picture taken with them at an instore. I don't know what they'll do next but I'll support all of them no matter what.
What else... ah, yes. I have a LOT of fanfiction to type up. I would write in my notebook on my breaks at work but would be too tired/stressed/drained to type things up at my apartment. I've made a sizeable dent in my vampire story and then my new ghost series with Mejibray. Plus a few other oneshots. I'm just unsure if I should bother posting given how pretty much no one read my last fic. Makes me wonder if I should just switch back to original work again after all.
Tomorrow I head back to Michigan... going to be another boring ass day of waiting around in airports and on planes but thinking I should be home by 4 PM my time. And I want to just get unpacked Sunday night so I can have access to my things and can just spend Monday putting things away and doing endless laundry. The latter won't be something so fun though.
I've been an unstable wreck as usual but I am feeling better now that I'm back. When I left Japan after completing my study abroad + 3 weeks travel, it was with mixed feelings. I kind of wanted to go home but I also wanted to stay and try something else. I just couldn't do that because I was out of money. Now this time I was just so fucking ready to be home. I miss going to lives and instores, but I'm not as heartbroken about not being able to do so as I was last time. Really wish I could go back to Japan for Lycaon's last live. I checked Twitter this morning thinking I'll do some creeping and was stunned to find announcements from all of them about how they're stopping Lycaon at the end of the year. I'll have to try to translate their post on their record label's website to see if there's any inclination as to why they're stopping. They all get along well, it's not as if they're out of ideas since they just released Camera Obscure... I'm really sad to be losing one of my favorite bands. I couldn't see anywhere near as many of their lives as I wanted to but at least I've seen 3 and gotten my picture taken with them at an instore. I don't know what they'll do next but I'll support all of them no matter what.
What else... ah, yes. I have a LOT of fanfiction to type up. I would write in my notebook on my breaks at work but would be too tired/stressed/drained to type things up at my apartment. I've made a sizeable dent in my vampire story and then my new ghost series with Mejibray. Plus a few other oneshots. I'm just unsure if I should bother posting given how pretty much no one read my last fic. Makes me wonder if I should just switch back to original work again after all.
