Self Control KazxHyde

[write_my_dreams]

Title: Self Control
Author: toiunplus 
Pairing: Kaz x Hyde
Genre: Romance, fluff, some humor
Warning/Disclaimer: Hyde doing indecent things to a popsicle. Kaz and Hyde belong to themselves.
Rating: PG-13
Chapter(s): 1/1
Summary: Kaz wants Hyde, but is too shy to tell him... until Hyde torments him with a popsicle.
Author's Comment: This is a Christmas present for nnir  inspired by the icon I have now. I was going to write you something else, but I wanted to try writing Kaz with Hyde. Hope you like it! This is only the second time I've written Kaz so I hope I wrote him well...

 

Kaz tried to concentrate on anything but the man next to him. Slurp. Lick. Against his will, his eyes strayed to Hyde. Once again, Kaz found himself staring at the singer. Hyde was seated next to him on the couch, dressed in a tank top and shorts since it was hot today. He’d bought a huge, rainbow hued popsicle to cope with the heat, and that popsicle had been the source of Kaz’s misery for the last five minutes.

The way Hyde licked and sucked on that popsicle was torturous. Kaz had to fight the urge to yank it away and kiss Hyde senseless. Kaz squirmed as Hyde pulled the cold treat out of his mouth with an obscene slurping sound, tongue gliding up the length of the popsicle to lick up some extra juice. Hyde licked his lips and stuck the popsicle back into his mouth. Watching Hyde give his popsicle a blowjob reminded Kaz of how deeply attracted he was to the gorgeous man seated next to him. He couldn’t help but imagine Hyde’s pretty lips put to work elsewhere, thoughts which made him blush since he shouldn’t be lusting over the singer like this.

He and Hyde had been good friends before they started VAMPS. After a few months with the singer, Kaz had started to fall for him. And he’d fallen hard. Hyde filled his thoughts, his dream, his every waking moment. Hyde was all he could think about, but Kaz was too shy to confess to him.

“Kaz?” Another slurping noise as Hyde removed the popsicle.

The guitarist jumped. “What?”

Hyde tilted his head, licking some popsicle juice from his lips. Kaz stared as that pink tongue glided over Hyde’s lips, lips that looked so soft and kissable… “Why are you staring at me? Is there something on my face?”

Kaz blushed as he realized he’d been caught staring. “N-No. I just got lost in thought.” He averted his eyes, fiddling with the hem of his t-shirt.

Hyde shrugged. “All right.” He stretched out his legs and stuck the popsicle back into his mouth, sucking on it and looking pleased. Kaz couldn’t help but stare at him again, feeling his self control starting to fade. Suck. Lick. Slurp. His eyes widened as Hyde let out a low, contented noise that sounded like a moan. I wonder what he’d sound like… no! Stop thinking dirty thoughts about your friend, Kaz scolded himself. He shouldn’t be lusting over Hyde like some horny teenager.

“Mm… so good,” Hyde purred, hollowing his cheeks around the popsicle as he sucked on it again, eyes closing in bliss as he made that same sound.

That final noise destroyed Kaz’s self restraint. Insecurities forgotten, he grasped Hyde’s hand and pulled the popsicle out of his mouth. Brown eyes widened as Kaz leaned in closer.

“Kaz? What are y-”

The guitarist didn’t give Hyde a chance to finish his question, silencing him with a kiss instead. Hyde’s lips felt as soft as Kaz had imagined they would. He raised a hand to cup Hyde’s face as he kept kissing him, sweeping his tongue along the singer’s bottom lip and encouraging him to open his mouth. Hyde parted his lips and Kaz deepened the kiss. Hyde tasted sweet like the popsicle he’d been eating, and Kaz could taste the faint trace of the tea Hyde had drunk earlier along with the taste that was uniquely Hyde.

Reluctantly, Kaz broke the kiss first since he needed to breathe. He drew back, panting softly as he studied Hyde’s face. The vocalist looked surprised and his face was a little flushed, but his lips curved into a wicked smirk as his expression turned smug.

“I knew you liked me.”

Kaz’s eyes widened. “Really?” Hyde had known all along? He hadn’t known he’d been so obvious about his crush.

Hyde grinned. “Duh, why else would I give a popsicle a blowjob? I knew you’d be too shy to tell me, so I wanted to make you act.”

Kaz shook his head, chuckling as he slipped an arm around Hyde’s waist and pulled him up against his side. “Why didn’t you just tell me you liked me? I was too afraid to confess to you since I didn’t think you’d feel the same.”

Hyde snuggled closer. “I wanted you to confess first, but now we both know how we feel about each other.” He gave Kaz a warm smile as he leaned in for another kiss. Kaz eagerly returned it, addicted to Hyde’s kisses already.

“Yes we do.” Feeling content, Kaz leaned his head against Hyde’s, earlier irritation at the popsicle still clasped in the singer’s hand forgotten. If it hadn’t been for that and Hyde’s love of teasing, he wouldn’t have admitted his feelings.

 

Comments

[nnir.livejournal.com]

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I've never thought of them like this before =///= it's so different! Kaz is adorable and Hyde would just do that to him!

You thought the same thing too when you say that picture?? XD

Oh man I was blushing the entire way, I hope you'll like your gift~ but then again I think you will XD it's something you'd like!

Again thanks so much for the gift~ I love it! <3 merry early x-mas to you bud!!

[write_my_dreams]

I hope that means different in a good way XD Kaz seems like such a sweetheart I can easily see him being shy about confessing, and Hyde's an evil little thing like in this fic.

LOL yes, that picture is just begging for fanfics.

Oh I'm sure I will, from what you've told me I'll definitely love it.

You're welcome! I'm glad you like it. Merry early x-mas to you too!

[lunafair.livejournal.com]

This is awesome!
Hydexpopsicle is my favorite pairing!! xDDD

no seriously.
This story is great! I thought of them, but nobody ever wrote them as pairing I thing *.*
I love it though!!
Tetsu, Gackt, beware, there's a new one who want's to claim Hyde too! :D

[write_my_dreams]

Thanks!
LOL it is fun

Really? I've seen some Kaz/Hyde before.
Glad you do!
Haha my Hydemuse loves my Gacktmuse too much to let him go for long. But yes, there's a new one who wants some Hyde XD

[esstellionn.livejournal.com]

Hyde is very dangerous with popsicle...:D

[write_my_dreams]

Haha yes, his man better beware when Hyde has one

[jikhyun.livejournal.com]

will never look at a popsicle the same now.it was cute. but so r hyde and kaz.

[write_my_dreams]

Haha it's easy to make them look dirty... and Hyde does it quite well. Thanks, aw yes they are

[himenojigoku.livejournal.com]

^_^ awww this was so fluffy!

[write_my_dreams]

Gotta love fluff!

[kurrren.livejournal.com]

I think it definitely got better when you edited it, it's really cute :) But there's something wrong with msn and hotmail for me, I can't log in! If you didn't get my messages on fb I'm writing it here. Something's just fucked up

[write_my_dreams]

Thanks! I like it a lot more now that it's been edited.

[tohru349.livejournal.com]

Aw, that was so cute and funny. :3 'why else would I give a popsicle a blowjob?' xDDD btw, I LOVE your layout!

[write_my_dreams]

Thank you :) Haha I had fun with that part. Thanks!

[write_my_dreams]

Haha maybe you should
Hyde just loves to tease.
Will do!
Enjoy :)

[swirly-ayuri.livejournal.com]

Bwahaha, I have seen the popsicle pic... Hyde totally does it on purpose. o(>.<)o

Great job! I love this pairing, it's a shame it's so rare.

[write_my_dreams]

It's hard to miss it. Oh I know, he's such a slut tease

Thank you! I agree, I'm surprised there are so few fics with this pairing... it seemed real what with Hyde constantly hanging off of Kaz's arm, haha. I'd write them more but I'm too much of a GacktxHyde fan to switch entirely

[dohai-love.livejournal.com]

THIS IS AMAZING. I CAN'T EVEN. It's sooo perfect and made me laugh and put a big smile on my face! :'D They're soooo sweet!!!!!

[write_my_dreams]

LOL glad you enjoyed despite it being so old XD

They are sweet. I can just see shy Kaz needing a push like this to tell Hyde how he feels

[xblue-fishx.livejournal.com]

I've been looking for fics of this pairing for a while now. I feel very behind, as a new fan of Hyde. (I was caught in the Diru fandom for years, even with my own collection of fics from years ago.... That's besides the point, right? I just.. kinda.. obsess... and now that I sound insane, let me move on...) Anyway, this was really good and cute :3 I'd love to see more of them, if you're still interested in writing any of this particular pairing. I see you have one more, so I'm going to go read that one too...

I want to request so much from you, all Hyde -.- Again, I feel behind. I also feel annoying. Still, you're a pretty good writer! Very awesome to see good writing again. I miss it in fanfiction ;.;

[write_my_dreams]

Oh you have? The fic-writing portion of the Hyde fandom seems to have moved on but welcome to the fandom anyway. (Oh you were? That's interesting. Haha, no worries. I obsess too) Thank you :) I've since moved on to other fandoms and I have no intention of writing anything new with Hyde. But earlier today I was thinking of a Kaz x Hyde one-shot I wrote last year that I could post.

Aw, I'm flattered that you want to request fics from me. But as I said, I won't be writing any new fanfiction with Hyde. I wrote enough of him and I have other muses. Thank you though :)

[xblue-fishx.livejournal.com]

Yup, and I've noticed. It is one reason why I'm hesitant to write my own things, because I doubt anyone would read them. Sometimes I feel very alone... then again, I'm not very social online, even with people who share my interests. Maybe that has something to do with it? Anyway XD

Would you post that? I'd like to read it.

That's fine, I totally understand that. I'd retired from the fanfic world with Diru years ago. I used to write as Erzulie's Dream. It just got... to be a bit much... Anyway, I totally understand. Our passions and our interests change, and the muse moves along to something else. It's whatever keeps you writing, right? That's how I've always seen it.

[write_my_dreams]

That's understandable. There are still readers in the Hyde fandom but a lot are pretty snobby about pairings. Oh dear, maybe that is it. I'm more social online than I am in my regular life.

I'll try to clean it up a little over break and post it. Maybe I'll work on that tonight. I read through it yesterday and it was pretty much fine, just wanted to change a few things.

We all retire from a certain fandom eventually. I've never been in the Dir en Grey fandom so I've never heard of that LJ name before. Ugh, "a bit too much" is such a good description. That's how I felt about my Hyde fandom fics. Yes indeed! Now my main muses are my original characters- or for fanfiction D, Mejibray, Royz, Lycaon, and Sakurai Atsushi of BUCK-TICK pops into my fics a lot.

[xblue-fishx.livejournal.com]

I've noticed about the snobbery when I have come across things. I'm more along the lines of 'if Hyde is in it, I will read it' much the same as when I was fixated on Kyo of Dir en grey for the longest time. I even read the really 'out there' pairings, like those with him and Mana. I read a few with him and Gackt, too! I was like "really, guys? Isn't this just a bit far fetched considering their personalities?" Among the other things I read from that fandom. Anyway o.o Dir en grey is still love, but I'm honestly kinda sick of the fandom itself over everything else. That, and well - there are other disappointments, but nothing to do with the music itself. The music is still awesome. XD I think the main thing is, I've been there for about thirteen years now and it finally got to a point where I was like "REALLY Y'ALL?" to the rest of the fans too many times. Ugh, sorry - didn't mean to go on that tirade.

I think I found you when I was looking for Lycaon fics, honestly - then noticed you had Hyde stuff XD I like Yuuki, he's adorable. I just wish I knew how old he is, because sometimes I am like "I feel like a dirty old lady <<" at 31 -.-;

I've done a lot of roleplaying in the last few years, so I have a lot of original characters that look suspiciously like certain jrockers. XD I need to get back to my own stuff, really. Slowly ween myself away from needing a played by to describe a character's appearance. I have always tended to base characters around those I know or am aware of - I used to write stories for friends with them in it and it was well loved in high school.. Kinda grown out of that now, of course. Still, its where I got my true start, and it kinda morphed from there about needing a base.

I look forward to it if you do post it :D And now, I go back to my coffee. XD Sorry for using you as a sounding board when we barely know each other at all ^^;

[write_my_dreams]

Some of the out there pairings can be fun but other times... they're just too weird. Gackt x Kyo would be entertaining just for their height difference lol. I feel your pain, sometimes the fandom can be so horrible even though the music is wonderful. Take the Gackt fandom for example. I don't participate in it anymore but that fandom is batshit crazy. Haha don't worry

Oh you did? I wondered how you came across my journal. I've got a couple Lycaon fics and I'll have at least one more coming out. I wish I knew how old that boy was too. Aw, I'm in my early 20s so I can ogle them freely but yeah it is nice to know how old they are.

Roleplaying is always fun :) I love doing that. Haha I used to have a problem with that but I'm trying to steer away from it now. Although I've gotten myself a bit stuck with Japanese settings. That'd be good to work on that. Oh you did? Sounds like fun :) I did that a little.

I did end up posting the Kaz x Hyde fic. Enjoy your coffee. And no worries, I'm always happy to chat with other LJ users

[xblue-fishx.livejournal.com]

That was one thing it was entertaining for. There's also emotional connection through RP in it, which is odd to say - but its just sufficing it to say 'I don't really like Gackt now'. Then again, I never really did like Gackt that much. He's just kinda ... there. I can imagine how crazy they are. I've dated two members of that fandom in my time... One wasn't really 'in' the fandom, but one was - and that one... Well, let's just say, I have my reasons to not date any time soon, what with my latest history over the past six or seven years. :D I must be all sunshine and sparkles to talk to.

Sorry.

Yup. And yes, I forget my age on occasion. I wish I were younger again, honestly - but at the same time, I really don't - because that would mean most likely reliving certain moments I'd never want to revisit. So, I am happily an old lady who is wiser than what she once was. I really do hope Yuuki is at least of age, or I'm going to have to invest in brain bleach and a lot of icecream in which to cry for the fate of my soul. I don't want to be that gross person, you know? ;.;

I've been trying to, but maybe one day it will happen for certain. I might re-enter the fanfic world for a bit first, though. Just get a few of my more obsessive thoughts out of the way, and then make a break of it from there. We shall see.

I SAW! I loved it :D I'm sorry if my review wasn't that insightful, but I didn't see any typos or the like, so I just gave my general 'yay!' response XDD