Almost a Nightmare

[write_my_dreams]

Title: Almost a Nightmare
Author: write_my_dreams
Pairing: Asagi x Tsunehito
Genre: Some humor, drama, and romance
Warning/Disclaimer: Nothing to warn about. I own no one.
Rating: PG
Chapter(s): 1/1
Summary: Tsunehito finds it impossible to behave normally around Asagi when he starts having bizarre dreams about him.
Author's Comment: I really wanted to write a D fic but had no ideas so lunafair gave me the prompt of Asagi feeding Tsunehito. I have a hard time writing reality fics now so had to add in the dreams to make a reality fic more interesting to write. And I have ideas for more so there will be at least three more fics coming after this one.

“Want some chips?” Tsunehito looked up from packing away his bass as he heard the offer. Hide-Zou was standing in front of him with his arm outstretched to offer the bag.

“Yes, please.” Tsunehito smiled and took a handful of chips. Weeks of touring and then getting sick had taken a toll on his body. The grueling schedule had caused him to lose too much weight so all of his clothes were loose on him now. He had to pull his belt a good three notches tighter just to keep his jeans on.

Hide-Zou glanced him over then handed him the bag. “Take the rest. You need them more than I do.”

Tsunehito blinked. “Are you sure?  I don’t want to take your food...” Losing so much weight was inconvenient, but also kind of nice since his band mates offered him food all the time. It made him feel a little guilty though since they’d just give him their food and wouldn’t take no for an answer.

“I’m sure.”

Hide-Zou obviously wasn’t going to accept Tsunehito’s refusal so it was best to just take the chips. “Well, if you insist.” He took the bag and ate another handful of the chips. “Thank you.” Even though his band mates’ generosity was making him feel a little guilty, he wasn’t going to pass up on free food.

“You’re welcome. Hiroki and I are going out to dinner soon. Do you want to come with us?”

“I’d love to.” This was another bonus from the weight loss. He had more invitations to go out for food or drinks. Best of all, Tsunehito could eat whatever he wanted. There was no need to worry about diets while he was trying to return to his normal weight. So he could have ice cream and sweets whenever he wanted now.

That was one good thing about this whole situation.

*   *   *

Tsunehito struggled against the ropes binding him to the chair. “Asagi! Let me go,” he begged. He’d never expected this to happen when Asagi invited him over for lunch at his apartment. The vocalist had prepared sushi and some vegetables, which had been delicious. Once Tsunehito had eaten his fill he’d gotten up to put his dishes away. Asagi had complained that he hadn’t eaten enough though and encouraged him to eat more.

“But I’m full,” he protested.

“I’m worried about you. You aren’t eating enough.”

To appease him, Tsunehito had eaten a little more. That still wasn’t enough for Asagi though. He continued to push the bassist to fill up his plate again. This behavior had set off alarm bells in Tsunehito’s mind, making him so uncomfortable that he’d decided to leave. Asagi had seized his arm before he could get away and pulled him to the cupboard. Tsunehito couldn’t break free since he was smaller and weaker than Asagi. He’d started panicking when the vocalist took rope out of the cupboard then dragged him back to his chair.

“I can’t do that.”                                                                   

Tsunehito squirmed again and winced as the ropes cut into his wrists. “Why not? Why are you doing this to me?”

Asagi turned towards him with a plate of cookies in hand. “Because you’re too thin.” He smiled sweetly at Tsunehito. With his warm smile and rose-print apron he looked so friendly. But under that welcoming façade was an overly strong psychopath who wouldn’t stop feeding Tsunehito. He’d forced the bassist into his chair and tied him to it then continued feeding him. More sushi, miso soup, some fruit… Asagi had given him a reprieve after that to bake cookies. Normally Tsunehito would be happy about this since he liked cookies, but he felt like he was going to throw up from overeating.

The bassist bit his lip as Asagi set the plate of cookies on the table. “I-I’ll be fine though. I can gain weight by myself.”

“Not soon enough. I could break you in half by hugging you too hard.”

Tsunehito gulped. That sounded very ominous. And he wouldn’t put it past Asagi while he was acting this crazy. He watched in fearful silence as the vocalist held a cookie to his mouth. Should he fight and get in trouble like before or should he just take it? Tsunehito reluctantly accepted the cookie. Fighting Asagi hadn’t worked well. The vocalist had quickly overpowered Tsunehito and forced him to eat the vegetables, then fed him more as punishment. Tsunehito didn’t dare risk upsetting him again.

“There, aren’t the cookies good?” Asagi held another cookie to Tsunehito’s lips. The bassist cringed. He was so full the cookies just tasted disgusting to him. The last thing he wanted was more food. Tsunehito was afraid of angering Asagi though so he accepted the cookie, but turned his head aside after that.

“Please, Asagi. No more… my stomach!” Tsunehito groaned. He seriously felt like he was going to throw up. If he got sick on Asagi then he deserved it.

The vocalist grasped Tsunehito’s chin and turned his face towards him. “You will eat until I give you permission to stop,” he said sternly. “Now eat another cookie.”

Tsunehito clamped his mouth shut. He wouldn’t protest verbally – Asagi would shove a cookie down his throat if he did – but in his head he was screaming no.

Asagi frowned. “Tsunehito,” he growled. He grasped a fistful of the bassist’s soft red hair and gave it a harsh tug. Wincing, Tsunehito opened his mouth and accepted the cookie.  Fighting back would only get him in more trouble.

*   *   *

Tsunehito woke with a start. His entire body was rigid from strain, but relaxed as he saw that he was alone in his own kitchen. Asagi wasn’t here, he wasn’t tied up, and the only food around was the bowl of fruit across the table from him. What a strange dream… or was it a nightmare? Tsunehito wasn’t sure how to classify what he’d just dreamt about. Asagi could be strict about deadlines and making things perfect, but he really was sweet. He had a dark side if a deadline was missed or Tsunehito found some way to piss him off, but Asagi would never tie anyone up and feed them past the point of nausea. At least he hoped not…

The bassist shuddered and stood. He’d fallen asleep while working on a new song and his back was killing him from being hunched over the table. He stretched out the kinks, rubbing his spine. Then he made a face as he saw the clock. Tsunehito didn’t need to be at work for at least four hours. He could go back to sleep, but that ran the risks of having another almost nightmare about Asagi and food. Maybe he should just take a shower and work on his song again. Try to put the dream out of his mind.

Tsunehito rubbed his face then went into his bedroom to get clothes. As he browsed through shirts he couldn’t help but think of his dream. What was most puzzling was that he’d dreamt about Asagi. Why him and not someone else? Years ago when Tsunehito first joined D he had a crush on Asagi. That had been more of an infatuation based on his respect and admiration for the other man though. Those deeper feelings faded once Tsunehito got to know Asagi better and call him a friend. The crush had been dead for years, so why was he dreaming about being alone with the vocalist in a bizarre situation? Tsunehito sighed and shook his head. Dreams were strange. That was the best explanation he could come up with, and he’d stick to it.

*   *   *

The studio lights were on when Tsunehito arrived an hour earlier than he needed to. He’d finished the song, cleaned his apartment, then had nothing better to do so decided to just come to work. He could practice there… and whoever was here obviously had the same idea. Tsunehito opened the door and stepped inside, freezing as he saw Asagi sitting behind the desk with his computer. Great. Being alone with the vocalist would make him think of the dream… especially since Asagi was wearing glasses and a t-shirt with a rose on it.

The vocalist glanced up from his computer and gave Tsunehito a surprised look. “You’re here early,” he said. The redhead usually didn’t arrive this early.

Tsunehito smiled awkwardly. Hopefully the others would arrive soon so he wouldn’t be stuck with just Asagi. “I didn’t sleep well so decided to just come here and work.” He set his bass down then sighed. An almost nightmare wasn’t worth ruining his day so Tsunehito would just be professional and forget about it.

“Oh,” Asagi frowned. “Is something on your mind?”

Tsunehito shook his head. “No, there’s nothing bothering me.” Weight fluctuation after a tour was perfectly normal since it was so taxing on their bodies. Losing or gaining weight wasn’t the end of the world so he had no explanation for the dream. Maybe eating too many sweets before he fell asleep caused it? He didn’t know. “It was just one of those rough nights I guess.” Tsunehito pulled up a chair so he could sit next to Asagi, then tensed as he saw what was hidden behind his computer screen: food. The dream, despite his determination to be professional, immediately came washing over him.

Asagi noticed what he was looking at. “Are you hungry? I’d be happy to share,” he offered.

The bassist smiled weakly. “I’m fine, thanks. I ate breakfast before I left.” He scooted his chair away from Asagi as he picked up his coffee. The taller man gave him a strange look, but didn’t question his behavior. Oops… so much for not letting that stupid dream get to him. Be professional. Tsunehito took a breath then looked at the vocalist. “I composed a new song last night. Will you look at it and tell me what you think?” He wanted Asagi’s opinion on the piece.

Asagi nodded. “Of course.”

Tsunehito’s smile was more natural this time. “Thanks.” He unzipped his bag and took out his folder so he could show the piece to Asagi. Hopefully he’d like it. Tsunehito had worked hard on the song and was proud of his work.

*   *   *

The “nightmares” continued throughout that week and part of the next. The scenario was the same in each one – Tsunehito was always in the kitchen with Asagi, tied up in some way, and being fed. The only changes were the places he was tied to and his clothing. The latter became more revealing with each dream. First he’d been wearing normal clothes, then tighter… then shorter… Tsunehito was getting anxious about sleeping now. What would happen to him the next time he closed his eyes? Aside from affecting his sleep, the recurring dreams made it almost impossible to act normal around Asagi. Spending time with the vocalist had been awkward but manageable after the first one, but every new dream made it harder for Tsunehito. He wouldn’t be alone with Asagi, didn’t really like getting close to him, and refused to come near him if he had food. The bassist knew that Asagi had noticed his behavior. Their band mates, knowing Tsunehito’s luck, had probably seen it too. They’d have to be blind not to though since it was so obvious.

Being with Asagi was especially difficult after this last dream – no, nightmare. Tsunehito had been tied to the refrigerator while wearing tiny black shorts, garters, and a low-cut red tank top. Asagi had been forcing him to eat a giant bowl of ramen, but his hand kept dropping to Tsunehito’s thigh to caress his soft skin. Being touched and fed at the same time had sent the poor bassist’s mind into a state of deep confusion. Thinking about the nightmare hadn’t helped. He and Asagi were just friends, but were they? People didn’t have weird almost nightmares about their friends touching their thighs unless there was something else going on.

Tsunehito sighed as he looked at his bass. He wondered for what felt like the hundredth time why he was having these dreams. Sure Asagi was handsome and sweet, but the bassist didn’t have deeper feelings for him. Or did he? Maybe his subconscious was trying to tell him something.

His musings were interrupted when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He glanced up to see a concerned-looking Ruiza. Oh no… things must have gotten bad if Ruiza was coming to talk to him. “Can we talk outside?”

“Um, sure.” Tsunehito got up and followed Ruiza out of the studio, down the hallway, and into a little office. He shut the door then leaned against it. “What… what did you want to talk about?” He knew though. Ruiza had known Asagi for the longest and they were very close. But the entire band was. Any awkwardness or tension that disrupted D’s dynamic was noticed immediately.

Ruiza fixed him with a curious look. “Why are you being so weird around Asagi?”

Tsunehito sighed. He’d expected that question, but really didn’t want to answer. “It’s complicated.”

“I’m in no rush.” Ruiza frowned. “Are you in love with him or something?”

Tsunehito was positive his face matched his hair at that question. “No!” squealed. Or was he? Dreaming about Asagi every night had to mean something.

Ruiza didn’t look convinced. “Are you sure?”

The bassist rubbed his face. “I’m sure. I just… I keep having weird dreams about him. Not romantic or sexual ones,” he added when Ruiza opened his mouth to speak. “I’m honestly not sure how to describe them. They’re almost like nightmares.”

“What are your dreams about?” Ruiza asked. He looked curious instead of concerned though.

Tsunehito brushed his hair back behind his ears. How could he even begin to describe them? “They’re really weird,” he warned then launched into a brief description of the dreams. He left out last night’s though since it made him uncomfortable. Tsunehito would take that one to his grave. Ruiza looked confused, then entertained, then a little disappointed when the bassist finished talking.

“Those are weird,” he agreed. “I’m not sure where they’re coming from… unless you’re in denial about being in love with Asagi.”

“I’m not,” Tsunehito protested.

“Are you sure?”

Tsunehito bit his lip. “I… I think so. I mean, I used to have a crush on him years ago. But I haven’t felt like that in so long. Then I start having these dreams...” he trailed off then sighed. If he wasn’t in love with Asagi then why were his clothes becoming tighter and more revealing with every dream? Why had Asagi been touching his thighs so much?

Ruiza nodded. “I guess all you can do is think about this. But try not to be so awkward around Asagi, okay? You’re not being fair to him by avoiding him. It’s not his fault you’re dreaming about him.”

“I know,” Tsunehito sighed. He felt guilty for avoiding Asagi. He’d probably hurt the other man by behaving so strangely around him. Things needed to get back to normal, but how? Maybe Tsunehito should just come clean and tell Asagi what was going on. Just thinking about it made him squirm in discomfort. ‘Hi, Asagi. Can we talk? I keep dreaming about you tying me up and feeding me. Then last night I was in a showy outfit and you kept groping my thighs.’ That definitely wasn’t something he wanted to describe.

Ruiza gave him an encouraging smile. “You should tell Asagi what you’re dreaming about. He’ll probably think it’s funny.”

“It’s not though,” Tsunehito grumbled. “Why don’t you dream about him tying you up and feeding you?”

Ruiza snorted. “With the way he cooks I’d be afraid to.”

Tsunehito couldn’t help but laugh at that. “He’s actually a good cook in my dreams.”

“Huh,” Ruiza looked confused. “I wonder how you came up with that.” He brushed his hair back then sighed. “I really think you should tell Asagi about your dreams. You’re going to hurt him and make him feel like he did something wrong if you keep acting like this.”

“I know. I… I’ll talk to him tomorrow then.” Tsunehito needed time to figure out how he was going to explain his predicament to Asagi. Thinking over it tonight should give him enough time to do so. Telling Asagi about his little nightmares would be awkward, but Ruiza was right. It had to be done. Hurting the vocalist was the last thing Tsunehito wanted to do, and continuing to avoid him would do that. He’d have to come clean tomorrow.

*   *   *

Tsunehito squirmed against his bonds. Asagi had chained him to the wall this time, binding his ankles so the bassist couldn’t kick him and pinning his wrists above his head. A tray next to him held an empty bowl of rice and what had been a plate of sushi and vegetables. Tsunehito struggled again with little success as Asagi turned to face him. Moving was practically impossible as was breaking free. He bit his lip as the vocalist approached him with a giant bowl of soup. He was supposed to drink all that?

“Time to eat more,” Asagi smiled sweetly.

“I’m full!” Tsunehito wailed. He squirmed as Asagi laid the bowl on the tray then let his hands fall to the bassist’s bare thighs. Today he wore a short black skirt and semi-sheer black tank top that was so tight it fit his body like a second skin. Being this exposed while bound made him nervous… especially since he wasn’t wearing anything under the skirt.

Asagi frowned and picked up the bowl. “You need to keep your strength up! The only way you can do that is by eating the food I give you.”

Tsunehito cringed as the vocalist held a spoonful of soup to his lips. He could fight back, but what was the point? Asagi was bigger, stronger, crazier. He’d force Tsunehito to do exactly what he wanted. So the bassist really had no choice but to accept the soup. He allowed Asagi to feed him, but each mouthful of soup he swallowed made it that much harder to accept the next. His stomach ached and the ever present ‘stop feeding me’ feeling was stronger than ever. Finally Tsunehito had had enough. He shut his mouth tight and gave Asagi a defiant look. Rebelling would get him in trouble, but he didn’t care anymore. Tsunehito was so sick of the vocalist’s twisted version of ‘caring’ for him.

Asagi’s visible eye narrowed. “Don’t fight me again.”

The bassist shook his head in response. He didn’t care how much he angered the other man since he refused to endure this abuse anymore.

Asagi set the bowl on the tray and fixed him with a dark look. “You will eat the food I’ve prepared for you, Tsunehito. I’m doing this because I care.” His hands fell to the bassist’s thighs and he slowly stroked the soft skin. “I care about you, Tsunehito. I love you.” The redhead squirmed in discomfort at the words and the hands still caressing his thighs. “That’s why I feed you.” Asagi’s hands moved higher up Tsunehito’s legs, making him blush since they were dangerously close to going up his skirt. The lack of underwear made this horrible situation so much worse.

Much to his relief, Asagi pulled away. The bassist relaxed a little then tensed up as the other man picked up the bowl again. He held a spoonful of soup to Tsunehito’s lips. “Drink it.”

The bassist gave him a defiant look in response.

“Tsunehito,” Asagi growled. “Drink it now.”

He shook his head. The vocalist looked irritated, but before he could say anything the kitchen started to shake. An earthquake! Asagi was caught off balance by the tremors and dropped the bowl. It shattered on the tiles, making Tsunehito hiss in pain as hot soup splashed onto his bare feet. That hurt!

“Asagi, let me go. Please!” Tsunehito begged. It was too dangerous to be chained to the wall like this during an earthquake.

“Not until you eat some more.”

“I can’t!” Tsunehito fought against the chains then abruptly started awake. He’d fallen asleep on the studio couch and his cheek hurt from where his ring had pressed into it. Then he felt the hand on his shoulder and looked up. A concerned Asagi was leaning over him, which made Tsunehito yelp and scramble to his feet. A quick glance around the studio showed that they were alone. Damn it! Why didn’t anyone wake him up? This was bad… really bad. “Sorry about that. I didn’t mean to fall asleep and you startled me.” He smiled awkwardly then backed up a little. Being this close to Asagi after that dream was too much for him to handle.

The vocalist frowned. “Don’t worry about it. You look tired, I’m sure you needed the rest.”

“Do I?” Tsunehito shifted anxiously. Hopefully he didn’t look hungry too. He would probably have a heart attack if the other man tried to feed him.

“You do.” Asagi sighed heavily as he studied him. “What did I do?”

Tsunehito blinked. “What do you mean?” His heart sank at the vocalist’s expression. He looked hurt and confused. Oh no… Tsunehito hadn’t meant to cause any of this. Ruiza was right, he had bothered Asagi with his behavior.

“Don’t pretend that you don’t know what’s going on. Being around me makes you uncomfortable. I can tell by your face and body language that you just want to get away from me right now.” Asagi sounded as sad as he looked. “Being close to me, like now, makes you uneasy so you avoid me. Whenever we are together you’re jumpy and you act strange. You’re just so… nervous when I’m eating too. I’ve tried to remember if I did anything to offend you or come up with a reason to explain why you’ve become so awkward around me, but I can’t. I don’t know what I did to make you act like this. I’m sorry though...” He looked insecure as he brushed his hair back.

Tsunehito bit his lip. Now he felt like the biggest bastard of all time. Unease over his ridiculous dreams had driven him away from Asagi, hurting the vocalist in the process. He’d have to buy him roses tomorrow to make up for this. A huge bouquet of his favorite roses. “It’s not you, Asagi. I guess I’m just tired… but I’m not upset with you. I’m really sorry I made you feel this way and that I hurt you. I truly didn’t mean to.”

Asagi didn’t seem convinced. “Are you – oh.” He stopped midsentence. “Tsunehito, are you… upset because I offer you food?” He frowned as he studied the little bassist. “Two weeks ago you’d gladly take food from anyone who offered, but now you don’t want to be near anyone while they’re eating. Especially me. You come up with excuses not to go out to dinner even though you used to happily take up any offer. If you’re having problems with food then we should talk about this. You’re already thin, and I’m worried about your health.”

The vocalist’s theory was so off base that Tsunehito couldn’t help but laugh. “I swear I don’t have an eating disorder. I had a huge dinner last night then got ice cream for dessert.” His smile faded as he looked at Asagi. It was time to come clean and tell him the truth, no matter how awkward it was. “The reason I’ve been acting so strange lately is…” he trailed off then looked up at him. “Promise you won’t laugh at me?” Describing the dreams to Ruiza had been embarrassing enough, but doing so with Asagi – the one who ‘starred’ in them – would be bad.

Asagi looked confused as he nodded. “I promise.”

Tsunehito took a deep breath then closed his eyes. He didn’t want to see the vocalist’s reaction to his words. “Last week I started having these dreams… nightmares… about us and food. I-I’m always tied up in your kitchen and you’re forcing me to eat. You make me eat beyond the point of nausea, but you keep feeding me even though I’m begging you not to.”

Silence. He slowly cracked an eye open. Asagi was shaking slightly with his hand over his mouth, obviously trying not to start laughing. That made Tsunehito pout. This was serious, not a joke! He hadn’t even mentioned how refusing food got him in trouble or Asagi’s obsession with his thighs.

Asagi lowered his hand and smirked. “You should have told me you wanted me to tie you up.”

Tsunehito blushed furiously. “Asagi! Those dreams were disturbing,” he wailed. “They’re the reason I’m acting so strange around you! I hoped I might stop having these dreams if I had less contact with you, but that didn’t work.” He sighed and rubbed his face then looked at his shoes. “I should have told you about this sooner instead of making you worry or feel insecure. I’m sorry for that… I was just too embarrassed. I didn’t even want to tell you about this.” Ruiza had been right about Asagi needing to know though. Tsunehito felt better now that he’d come clean and was confident that he could work through this problem. “And again, I’m really sorry I made you so upset.”

He started as Asagi turned his face up. When had he gotten so close? “It’s all right. I’m glad you told me the truth however… embarrassing it was for you.” Tsunehito’s blush deepened as Asagi smirked again. This was too awkward. “Do you know why I was so worried about you?”

Tsunehito blinked. “Because we’re friends?”

“Close.” Asagi cupped his face and kissed him, sending him into a state of shock. What? Asagi was kissing him? Tsunehito barely had time to appreciate how soft the other man’s lips were or how warm his hands were against his face since Asagi had already pulled back. “That’s why.” He stroked the bassist’s cheeks with his thumbs then chuckled at his stunned expression. “You look so cute when you’re surprised.” Asagi smoothed Tsunehito’s hair back and kissed his forehead. “I’ll give you some time to think, okay? And breathe. I don’t want you to pass out.” He left Tsunehito and picked up his bag then headed towards the door. Seeing Asagi about to leave the studio jumpstarted Tsunehito’s frozen body into action.

“Wait!” he didn’t bother grabbing his bass or bag, racing after the vocalist instead. He caught Asagi’s arm and stopped him. The taller man smiled as he glanced down at Tsunehito. “Um… do you want to go out to dinner and talk?”

Asagi’s smile grew. “I’d love to.”

Tsunehito gave him a tentative smile in return. Having Asagi kiss him was the last thing he’d expected the other man to do, but he’d liked it. He probably would have stood there staring at Asagi in shock if he hadn’t tried to leave. Since he had though, Tsunehito realized how much he liked the kiss. How he wouldn’t mind having Asagi kiss him again.

Maybe those old feelings weren’t so dead after all.

Comments

[namlessliberty7.livejournal.com]

I can't even express how thrilled I am to have found a D fanfic! I swear, they are becoming one of my knew favorite bands :) Anyways, I am actually in love with this, it was so sweet but kind of funny at the same time! I kept finding myself smiling the whole time I was reading it, with good reason though. It was amazing, and I hope that you can maybe make a part two...? I would love you forever :)

[write_my_dreams]

It's sad how there are so few D fics out there :/ Oh they did that to me first. I think I was in love within a few days of finding them XD

I'm glad you liked it :) Oh I do plan on it. I just need to get some other things edited first. And wrestle Asagi away from Hyde... selfish brat wants to keep Asagi all to himself instead of sharing with Tsune

[namlessliberty7.livejournal.com]

I'm so excited for it already! On a side note, your journal layout definitely reminds me of Yami No Kuni No Alice by D! Well the pv.... For some reason....

[write_my_dreams]

I have an AU with a masquerade ball theme as well. I wrote one scene from it so there's that fic coming. I think it's going to be 4 chapters.

It does? Huh, I guess so with the watch and the tea. I never thought about that before

[himenojigoku.livejournal.com]

Totally off topic but your journal is very pretty! *_____*

Anyways, this was very weird and fluffy! I think you did a good job with Tsune having the dreams.

Tsunehito blinked. “Because we’re friends?”

*laugh* No, Tsune! He loves~ you (^_^)

[write_my_dreams]

Thank you! I love this layout

That's what I was going for XD Thank you. I need some other element to be able to write this... so Tsune gets to have weird dreams about Asagi.

Exactly XD

[desert-apple.livejournal.com]

omg what can I say? It was so lovely ;u; I love the way you write ♥ this story is sweetest than all chocolate bars I've ever eaten. xD I hope you can write more about them soon. I wasn't expecting that kiss ;; it was the cutest thing ever ç.ç ♥

[write_my_dreams]

I'm glad you liked it :) Haha despite the weird dreams? I do plan to, I just have a lot of things I need to edit. It's easier to write a new fic than it is to edit so my list of things to edit just keeps growing and growing >< Trying to take care of that before I start writing anything new.

Well if I'm writing Asagi and Tsunehito there has to be a kiss! This is my favourite D pairing after all XD

I mentioned in another comment that I'll be writing an AU maswuerade fic with these two as the main pair

[kozisakurai.livejournal.com]

I loved it write-my-dreams!!!!

<33333

[write_my_dreams]

Glad you did!

I'll have more of these two coming at some point

[kaiser1103.livejournal.com]

Ohhh! This is very sweet and cute indeed!
If I were Tsunehito, I wouldn't mind the nightmares really :)

referring to some of the comments above, I do think your LJ layout has a Alice in Wonderland touch to it!

[write_my_dreams]

Thank you :)
I wouldn't either, but I'd much prefer to be touching Asagi's thighs. He does have such nice legs after all.

I never thought of it before but it really does. Fitting since I love Alice in Wonderland XD I'll be dressing up as her again for Halloween

[eadwine63.livejournal.com]

awwwww... so adorably cuuuuute! ^_^
it's funny with the almost nightmares and the way they're a sort of repression or whatever of Tsunehito's love for Asagi. It's light, funny, cute, charming even. and I squealed when Asagi kissed Tsune and just awwww ^-^

also, it sounds much more like YOU than Breaking the Habbit did! for some strange reason. I can't even point out why... it just FEELS that way? xD

[write_my_dreams]

I had to add the dreams to be able to write a reality fic without getting bored, but they were a fun addition and a good way for making Tsunehito see that he does still have feelings for Asagi. Whether he's willing to admit it or not. That was my favorite part to write :)

Honestly, I'm not surprised. This is the exact type of fic I enjoy writing. Throw in a dream for something interesting and creative, ground it with reality, and have some romance. I really enjoy writing fics like that but Breaking the Habit... I realized I was in over my head when I started writing it since I'd never written about addiction before and didn't expect it to be so difficult. I thought about not posting it to LJ since I didn't know if I was going to even finish it but after the work I put into it I felt like I should. Not sure if I'll be going past Part 1 though... hard to work on that when I have other fics I enjoy more.

[eadwine63.livejournal.com]

Tsune is toootaalllyyy in loooove. *grins*

that's true ... but maybe you'll go back to Breaking the Habit in the future. ^-^ I know it's hard to write something like addiction when you're set on making it very real. I personally like doing it, but well my writing style is totally different from yours and I almost always make it too dramatic. xD

[write_my_dreams]

He is!

Maybe... I don't know though. I work so hard to make it real I get stressed when it doesn't sound as good as I want it to be so its frustrating. Haha that's true XD

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Lovely fic, I liked this very much ♥ :3