Expressions of Gratitude

[write_my_dreams]

Title: Expressions of Gratitude
Author: write_my_dreams
Pairing: Asagi x Jui
Genre: AU, smut
Warning/Disclaimer: Contains naughty things. I own the idea and the setting but not the people.
Rating: NC-17
Chapter(s): 1/1
Summary: Asagi goes to a bar to drown his sorrows and ends up finding Jui there.
Author's Comment: Started this in December and my smut muse ran off to join a convent soon after I started writing. Finally forced it to cooperate but had no real desire to edit it... but now it's all done. This is a scene from a multi-chapter AU fic that I still haven't decided whether I'm going to write or not. 


            

Aren't they pretty/cute slutty together

Not even loud music and a third glass of wine could distract Asagi from his gloomy thoughts. It’d been four months since his relationship ended. Waking up to a cat, not Ruiza, snuggled up to him still hurt. Asagi missed seeing messy blonde hair on his pillow, Ruiza stealing his clothes so he could go make coffee or breakfast, grumbling that he smelled like roses whenever he stayed the night because of Asagi’s shampoo… Part of him wished he could turn the memories off, but he didn’t want to forget his time with Ruiza. Their relationship had been amazing. The best time of Asagi’s life, even though he knew it wouldn’t end well. He’d been right; it was doomed when Ruiza discovered that Asagi was yakuza. His disgusted expression still haunted the black-haired man. Ruiza had never looked at him like that before. Never looked so hurt or betrayed…

Asagi sighed and pushed the memory away. It’s been four months. Get over him. He downed the rest of his wine then ordered whiskey. As much as he loved red wine, it wouldn’t do much to dull the pain. Asagi glanced around the crowded nightclub as he waited for his drink. He’d come here in the hopes that the music, the people, and the alcohol could dull his heartache. It wasn’t working though… Ruiza would probably haunt him forever.

A familiar face caught Asagi’s attention as he started turning away. Was that… Jui? No, it couldn’t be. Why would Jui come to this crowded little club? It had to be the wrong person. Just as he turned away, the other looked up and met his gaze. It was definitely Jui. He looked surprised to see Asagi then smiled and made his way to the bar. It’d been months since they last saw each other, but Jui didn’t look too different. His hair was blonde instead of dark brown, cut a little shorter, and he looked happy. His life must be going in a good direction now.

“Hi.” Jui sat down next to Asagi. He immediately fought the urge to stare at the blonde’s barely covered legs. Jui was wearing a revealing outfit similar to something he’d worn while working: tiny grey shorts that rode up his thighs when he sat, a chest hugging black shirt that was designed to fall off his shoulders, silver necklaces with little charms attached to them, and knee high black boots. A black leather jacket was hooked over his arm too. “Haven’t seen you in a while.”

Asagi caught himself checking Jui out and quickly looked up. Jui smirked, but thankfully didn’t comment on the staring. Damn it… it was going to be so difficult to not stare at those perfect legs. “It has been a while.” He was relieved when his drink arrived. Now he could distract himself from the gorgeous vision next to him. “How are you? Do you have a new job yet?”

 “I’m doing well.” Jui waved the bartender over to order a drink. “I have a new apartment and two part time jobs. I’m working as a waiter and a cashier at a bookstore.” He adjusted his shorts then looked around. “Is Ruiza here? You two are always joined at the hip.”

Asagi felt like he’d been punched in the stomach. It’d been a while since he last had to explain why he and Ruiza weren’t lovers anymore. “I… don’t know where he is. Probably working on a case or at his apartment.” He sighed as Jui looked confused.  Of course he wouldn’t understand. He was used to Asagi and Ruiza being madly in love. Now they were empty and alone. “Jui, we aren’t together anymore. I really… don’t want to talk about it. Please don’t ask me.” He didn’t want to be tormented by those painful memories again. If he explained what would happen the memories would overwhelm him.

Jui nodded slowly. For a few moments he sipped his drink in silence, giving both of them time to think. Asagi downed the rest of his whiskey, coughing slightly as the alcohol burned his throat. Now that he’d mentioned Ruiza he couldn’t help but think of his ex-lover. Damn it… he didn’t want to do this.

“I won’t ask you what happened,” Jui said. “I’m just… sorry. For both of you. I thought you’d always be together since you loved each other so much. Things that seem permanent usually aren’t.” 

The last phrases were true. Asagi and Ruiza still loved each other, which made it harder to stay away from him. Ruiza had apologized, told Asagi he was wrong, tried to get the other man to take him back… but the words had come too late. Asagi didn’t trust Ruiza to accept him anymore. He sighed then ordered shots for both of them. “So do you have a good life now?” It was a blatant subject change, something he frequently did when discussing Ruiza.

Jui frowned slightly but then smiled. “I do,” he said. “I like my jobs and my apartment. Things are good for me. I’ve just been feeling lonely so I came out here to find a good-looking man. And I have.” He smirked as he caught Asagi’s eyes wandering down to his thighs again. “Like what you see?”

Asagi blushed and averted his eyes. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to stare.” Was he really so sex deprived that he couldn’t stop himself from ogling Jui’s legs? Ruiza had smacked him upside the head a few times for letting his eyes linger on those thighs for too long. It was hard not to look though… Jui did have great legs. Asagi smiled as the bartender arrived with their shots. Perfect timing. He quickly downed his, almost spitting it out as Jui spoke again.

“You sure about that? You seem to enjoy looking at my legs.”

Asagi swallowed his drink. “I…” he looked up to see that Jui had stretched his legs out, expression playful. Was he trying to seduce him? “Do you… want me to stare at your legs?” Jui had obviously come here to get laid. Was he hoping Asagi would be the one?

Jui leaned over to grab the second shot. He drank it then set the glass aside. “Well, I’d prefer having you touch them. But I like having you look too.” He took Asagi’s hand and placed it on his thigh. Jui’s legs were as soft and smooth as they looked. The black-haired man hesitated then slowly stroked his fingers up Jui’s thigh. What amazing legs… he remembered doing this to Ruiza, feeling his smooth legs, the little shivers as Asagi’s fingers moved higher and higher up his legs... Immediately he pushed the thought away. This was Jui. Not Ruiza. Asagi had never liked people who projected their ex onto the person they were with now. “Like what you feel?” The blonde purred.

“I do.” Asagi laid both hands on Jui’s soft legs. He shivered slightly at the touch then leaned closer. “So you came here to seduce someone?” He scraped his nails over Jui’s thighs. This revealing little outfit made seduction easy.

The blonde shivered. “I did. But then I saw you and wanted to properly…express my gratitude. You gave me a chance to live my own life.” He smiled playfully, making it clear that he would be expressing his gratitude through sex. For a moment, Asagi hesitated. Should he start something with Jui tonight when he was still hung up on Ruiza? “Don’t look so tormented,” the blonde said softly, reaching up to cup Asagi’s face. “I know you want Ruiza not me. Neither of us are looking for a relationship so let me… thank you,” the last words were a seductive purr, “and you can give both of us some good sex. That’s all I want.”

Asagi hesitated again. It was just sex which was something both of them clearly needed. Still… “I don’t think I’m drunk enough to make a decision.” He was sober enough to think about Ruiza but tipsy enough that he was considering taking the blonde up on his offer.

Jui laughed then ordered them both tequila shots. “Let me help you with that.”

It was flattering to be desired this much. When their shots came they knocked their glasses together and downed them. Asagi shuddered slightly as the liquid burned his throat. It was good though… he ordered another round for them and then another. By this point his head was buzzing from all the alcohol he’d drunk, he felt a little dizzy, and Jui was looking so tempting and delicious it was difficult to resist the urge to just push him over the bar and have sex with him right now. Asagi’s hand went straight to Jui’s thighs, wandering up them to toy with the hem of the shorts as he asked for their bill.

Jui shivered. “Made your decision?”

“Oh I did.” Asagi decided to just go with the flow and leaned in to kiss Jui, fingers sliding through his soft hair. They shouldn’t be kissing at the bar (this wasn’t a gay club), but at that moment he didn’t care. All he was interested in was Jui, how soft his lips and thighs were... Slowly he pulled back. “My place or yours?”

“Mine. It’s nearby.” Jui got up and his wallet out of his jacket pocket. He paid for their drinks then put the jacket on. He took Asagi’s hand and led him out of the building. Asagi followed him, eyes constantly wandering down to Jui’s perfect legs and ass. Now that he’d been given clear permission to stare, why shouldn’t he? Jui had a great body. The blonde glanced at him and smirked as he caught Asagi admiring his body. “Like what you see?”

“How couldn’t I?” Asagi shifted so he could run his hand down Jui’s thigh. He wanted him so badly. It didn’t seem possible to wait until they were at his apartment. Jui had said his apartment was nearby but how close was it? Jui led him down the street and turned the corner. Up ahead was a dark alley—the perfect place for impatient lovers to fuck. Asagi smirked as he saw it. Why wait when there was a perfectly good alley? “Come here.” He pulled Jui down the alley. There were a couple dim lights, some recycling bins, and nothing else. It was also blissfully empty of people, windowless, and it wasn’t in a high traffic area so they didn’t have to worry about someone walking by and seeing them. Not that he cared.

“Alleys?” Jui smirked. “I always did love a needy man.”

Asagi pressed him up against the wall and kissed him. Doing this was risky… but he wasn’t thinking straight. He shifted to kiss the blonde’s neck, playfully nipping his skin. Jui shivered against him. So needy already. This would make the sex even better. Asagi quickly opened Jui’s jacket and pushed it off his shoulders, admiring his bare arms and the low cut of his shirt. Jui knew the best ways to flaunt his body and attract attention with his tiny clothes.

“You’re so beautiful.”

Jui smiled, tugging him in for another kiss. Asagi returned it as he pushed his hands under the blonde’s shirt to stroke his chest. Jui shivered again then fumbled with the buttons of Asagi’s shirt. Once it was open he ran his hands over Asagi’s chest. He broke the kiss and pushed the shirt off of Asagi’s left shoulder so he could trace his fingers over the roses inked into his skin. “I always did think this was such a beautiful tattoo.”

“I love it.”

“I know you do.” Jui smirked, giving Asagi’s hair a light tug. “Your hair smells like roses too.”

Asagi brushed his hair back. “I like the scent of roses.” It was one of his favorite smells, which was why he always bought rose-scented products. But he hadn’t brought Jui into this alley to talk about roses and hair. He kissed Jui briefly then unzipped his shorts. He pushed them and his underwear down the blonde’s thighs, pulling back slightly so he could admire more of Jui’s body. Such a beautiful man. Slowly his hands wandered Jui’s thighs, moving higher up them. Asagi’s fingers brushed his inner thighs and came so close to his cock… but he quickly pulled his hands back as the blonde started breathing faster.

“Tease,” Jui growled, giving him a dark look.

Asagi smirked in response. He loved teasing his lovers. Jui didn’t seem to be too upset since he was opening his jacket again, taking out a small tube of lube. “You were prepared.”

Jui grinned, tugging Asagi closer so he could unzip his jeans. “Of course I am. I came out tonight to get laid.” He yanked Asagi’s jeans and underwear down his hips then pulled him in for a passionate kiss. It was Asagi’s turn to shiver as he was exposed. It was a little cold in the alley but being so close to Jui’s warm, needy body distracted him from the chill. The lube found its way into Asagi’s hand as Jui leaned back against the wall. “I don’t need… mm… protection from you. I want to feel you come inside me.”

Asagi shivered slightly. Oh he did? He wouldn’t deny him his request. They were both clean anyway so they didn’t need to worry about passing something to each other. Quickly he lubed up his fingers, impatient to fuck Jui. Asagi pushed the first finger inside him and kissed him to keep him quiet. The blonde reached up to bury his hands in Asagi’s hair. He gripped it tightly, muffling a moan against his lips as Asagi moved the finger inside him. He soon added another. Slowly, he thrust them in and out of Jui, letting him adjust to the sensation. The blonde muffled another groan, kissing Asagi harder as he started to move his hips against the fingers.

The black-haired man slipped his arm around Jui’s waist to support him. “Like this?”

“Hell yes,” Jui groaned. His hands dropped to Asagi’s shoulders, gripping them tightly and digging his nails into the soft skin. That would probably leave marks later. Asagi scissored his fingers and thrust them harder, angling his wrist so he could find the spot that would make Jui see stars. The blonde moaned louder then bit his lip to try to keep himself quiet. Asagi thrust his fingers back inside Jui, knowing he’d found his prostate when the blonde arched his back and covered his mouth to muffle a loud groan.

“Ah… there! Again, yes, please!” Jui begged.

Asagi pressed his fingers into that spot again. He pulled his fingers out, smirking as Jui whined in protest. “Patient.” He took the lube again and slowly coated his aching erection in it. Listening to Jui’s moans had made him so hard and made Asagi want him even more. The black-haired man pressed Jui firmly against the wall and grasped his hips. Asagi kissed Jui to keep both of them quiet as he thrust inside him. He groaned at how tight Jui was, how entering him made the blonde hiss and dig his nails into Asagi’s shoulders. His breath came in sharp pants and he winced as he tried to get his body to relax enough to accept Asagi. The black-haired man forced himself to hold still, to gently stroke Jui’s hips instead of gripping them tighter and fucking him hard and fast against the wall. Asagi kissed the blonde again, sliding his tongue into his mouth to deepen the kiss and distract him from the discomfort. Jui kissed him back and, after what felt like an eternity, broke the kiss and looked up at him with lustful eyes.

“Move,” he whispered.

Asagi pulled out of Jui’s tight heat. He kissed him gently as he thrust back inside him, moving slowly at first so he could adjust. He started shaking from the effort of keeping his pace slow and gentle when he wanted to do the exact opposite to Jui.

The blonde gave his hair a sharp yank, making him hiss in surprise. “I’m not a fucking doll.”

Asagi bit his neck in response but thrust in harder, knocking Jui back against the wall. He immediately set the fast, hard pace that both of them wanted. Jui’s back would probably be bruised from hitting the wall so many times but his moans, the way he pulled at Asagi’s hair and clawed at his back, and the pleasure on his face made everything worth it. Jui would surely agree. They alternated between kissing fiercely and gasping for breath so they wouldn’t give themselves away. Asagi would catch his breath against Jui’s neck, biting and kissing his soft skin until the blonde yanked his head back up so they could kiss again.

Asagi angled his hips as he thrust back inside Jui, smirking as the blonde tightened around him. He had to clamp his hand over his mouth again but couldn’t completely muffle his loud moan.

“Fuck yes… again,” Jui begged, pushing his hips back against Asagi.

Obediently, the black-haired man continued to thrust into that spot. By now Jui’s achingly hard cock was in desperate need of attention. Asagi curled his hand around the blonde’s erection and started pumping him in time with his thrusts. He kept himself quiet by muffling his moans against Jui’s neck, occasionally nipping his skin. There would be marks later… but he’d look pretty with his neck marked.

Asagi knew Jui was close as the blonde gripped him tighter. “Asagi!” Jui moaned, clinging to him as he came. The black-haired man shuddered, reaching his own orgasm as he felt Jui tighten around him. Asagi slumped against the blonde and held him tightly as Jui’s legs threatened to give out. Panting, they clutched each other for support as they tried to catch their breath.

Jui’s head fell onto Asagi’s shoulder. “Thanks,” he murmured, fisting his hand in Asagi’s shirt.

He managed a breathless laugh. “You’re welcome.”

Both of them had clearly needed this. 

Comments

[kaiser1103.livejournal.com]

Yes! They are very pretty together!
OMG, Jui's legs, I would love to stare too!

[write_my_dreams]

I'd love to hear them sing a duet together
Haha I think everyone would love to stare at Jui's legs too

[kaiser1103.livejournal.com]

That's actually possible! Since Jui is in Asagi's label now ^^

[write_my_dreams]

I get excited whenever I watch Jui's new PVs and see God Child Records as the label name XD
But that really would be amazing if they would release a duet together. And make a PV where they're wearing leg baring outfits

[kaiser1103.livejournal.com]

That would be hot hehehe ~

[kozisakurai.livejournal.com]

My mind also says "Thanks" xD
You can write smut very well!!!
:)
Now I want to know if they'll see each other again.
I love this pairing.
Ps. I'm sorry Ruiza xD

[write_my_dreams]

Thank you but I thought this smut was pretty bad actually XD
Atsushi and Tatsurou can redeem my smut
They might
They're cute, I want to write more of them
Aw XD Well he had Asagi before and he has him in other fics so he shouldn't complain XD

[troubledmelanie.livejournal.com]

Me and my friend where just searching random stuff on google and we couldn't help but come across your journal...and this pairing really attracted me. I think this smut was great especially since I love Jui and Asagi (with a passion). I know you posted this months ago but this was great *-* I hope you consider writing more of these two in the future!

[write_my_dreams]

Oh you were? I'm glad you found me then! Thank you, I remember struggling with it... I love them both too <3
I'm not sure if I will. If I have an idea for Asagi and Jui I will but my D muses are keeping me pretty busy with ideas for them right now