write_my_dreams | Fanfiction Archive

Welcome to my fanfiction archive! The majority of my work is male romance with ratings varying from G to NC-17. Do not steal or repost my writing. I have worked very hard over the years to create these pieces. I have no claim to any of the bands, people, or movies portrayed in my work. I make no money off of these works of fiction. All I own are the ideas and the writing.

Fics are organized by band, unless it's a crossover pairing. These can be found under either the "Crossover" heading or, if found within a multi-chapter fic, under the "Multi-Chapter Fics" heading. There is no particularly order to the bands.

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Updates
-5/23/17 - Every link revised to link to Dreamwidth instead of LiveJournal

Incomplete Multi-Chapters

Sunlit World, Shadow World

A series one one-shots that spawned out of a strange dream I had. The fic, "Pride" developed out of that dream and I enjoyed the universe so much I wound up writing more.

*Part One*

Heartbreak and Comfort

Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel, D

Pairing: Mentioned Hyde x OC

Genre: AU, some angst, some humor

Rating: PG

Summary: Hyde goes to a karaoke to meet his girlfriend. As he's waiting for her he gets a phone call and finds out that she's been cheating on him. Crushed, Hyde looks for comfort in alcohol and ends up making a new friend.

Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Propositions
Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel, D

Pairing: OC lusting over Hyde, but that's about it

Genre: AU, drama, action
Rating: PG

Summary: Hyde's job as a delivery boy goes badly when one of his regular clients gets tired of waiting for Hyde to return the little favors he gives him.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Followed
Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel, D
Pairing: None
Genre: AU, drama, some action
Rating: PG
Summary: Hyde realizes he's being followed and disguises himself as a girl to avoid their attention, then finally confides in Asagi and asks him for help.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Too Good to Be True
Bands: GacktJOB, L'Arc~en~Ciel
Pairing: Gackt x Hyde (sort of)
Genre: AU, smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Gackt has wanted Hyde for a long time and when Hyde comes to his office in a slutty outfit, it's almost too good to be true.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

*Part Two*

Pride
Part 1 Part 2
Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel, D, GacktJOB
Pairing: Brief mention of past/one-sided Gackt x Hyde
Genre: AU, crime, action
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Hyde hates how everyone is out to protect him and wants to prove that he doesn't need to be babied. So when the chance to prove himself arrives, he lies to Asagi and learns the consequences of letting pride rule his actions.
Chapters & Status: 2/2, Complete

*Part Three*

Glitter Disaster
Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel, D, UnsraW, BUCK-TICK, MUCC
Pairing: Asagi x Hyde, Yuuki x Jin, Atsushi x Tatsurou
Genre: AU, crack, humor, some drama
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Hyde and Ruiza go to Tetsu's (tacky) club to make a delivery and end up meeting fellow victims for Tetsu to cover in glitter.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Fever Mistakes
Bands: MUCC, BUCK-TICK
Pairing: Atsushi x Tatsurou
Genre: AU, humor, fluff
Rating: PG
Summary: Sick Atsushi convinces Tatsurou to let him come shopping with him and later, much to Tatsurou's amsuement, is pounced on by concerned old ladies.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete
Notes: This is set in the early stages of Atsushi and Tatsurou's relationship.

Shadow World (DISCONTINUED)
A prequel to Sunlit World, Shadow world focusing on Asagi. This series is still in progress and I'm debating whether I'm going to write it or not so, for now, it's very scattered.

The Benefits of Waiting
Band: D
Pairing: Asagi x Ruiza
Rating: NC-17
Summary: For weeks, Asagi and Ruiza have resisted the sexual tension growing between them. Everything changes when Ruiza invites Asagi to his apartment to have a drink.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Get Well Soon
Band: D
Pairing: Asagi x Ruiza
Genre: AU, fluff, romance
Rating: PG
Summary: Asagi gets a call from a sick Ruiza and goes to help his lover.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Caught Again
Bands: D, Mejibray
Pairings: Asagi x Ruiza, Asagi x Koichi
Genre: AU, humor
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Asagi and Ruiza finally learn their lesson about kissing in elevators.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Expressions of Gratitude
Bands: D, Gotcharocka
Pairing: Past Asagi x Ruiza, Asagi x Jui
Genre: AU, smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Asagi goes to a bar to drown his sorrows and ends up finding Jui there.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Side-story for fic I had planned to write called "Breaking the Habit" but now won't...

The Perfect Cure

Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel (Hyde and mentioned Sakura), Kiyoharu (solo), Buck-Tick (Atsushi)

Pairing: Past Sakura x Hyde, Atsushi x Mystery Lover
Genre: AU, friendship, holiday, humor, some drama
Rating: PG-13

Summary: Kiyoharu takes Hyde to Sakurai Atsushi's annual Halloween party in an attempt to cheer him up. Hyde goes along but guilt over enjoying himself so soon after leaving Sakura makes it hard for him to enjoy himself.

Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Breaking the Habit (DISCONTINUED)
Part One: Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Pt 1 Pt 2
Bands: L'Arc~en~Ciel
Pairing: Sakura x Hyde
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama, addiction
Summary: Hyde and Sakura’s lives in Tokyo aren’t what they expected. Neither of them have found successful bands, Sakura hates his job, and Hyde is questioning his dream of becoming a musician. He’s happy with the life he has, but Sakura isn’t satisfied with an ordinary life and turns to heroin for comfort. Their lives and relationship go into a downward spiral as Sakura struggles with his addiction, leaving Hyde with the financial burden of their lives and the uncertainty of who Sakura loves more: him or heroin.
Chapters and Status: ~~Uncertain, In Progress~~ DISCONTINUED

Tatsurou in Wonderland (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter One Chapter Two ~~Chapter Three~~
Bands: BUCK-TICK, MUCC, D
Pairings: Atsushi x Tatsurou, Atsushi x Asagi, past Asagi x Tsunehito
Genre: AU, crack, crossover, drama, some angst and romance
Rating: PG to NC-17
Summary: Tatsurou wakes up in a strange place wearing even stranger clothes with no idea what's happened to him. Then Atsushi, dressed as the Mad Hatter, finds him and Tatsurou realizes he's in Wonderland and taking the place of Alice.
Chapters and Status: 2/?, In progress DISCONTINUED

The Art of Denial (DISCONTINUED)
Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four ~~Chapter Five~~
Bands: BUCK-TICK, Acid Black Cherry (Yasu), Solo (Kiyoharu), Lycaon
Pairing: Slight Imai x Atsushi, one-sided Yasu and Atsushi
Genre: AU, paranormal, horror (sort of)
Rating: PG-13ish
Summary: After a girl commits suicide in his apartment, Atsushi starts getting headaches and having nightmares on an almost daily basis. Doctors can't figure out why he's having so many headaches and as time goes on Atsushi starts to realize there may be no logical explanation to his problem... but he's unwilling to accept there might be supernatural causes even though all the evidence points to it.
Chapters and Status: ~~4/14, In progress~~ DISCONTINUED and being written as an original novel

Band Crossovers

Truth or Dare
Bands: Nightmare, SID
Pairings: Ruka x Yomi, Aki x Hitsugi
Rating: PG
Summary: Aki's invited to the Nightmare party at Hitsugi's, and Yomi suggests truth or dare. Awkwardness ensues.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Versailles

Hizaki's Birthday
Pairing: Kamijo x Hizaki
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, fluff, tiny bit of angst
Summary: Hizaki wakes up in Kamijo's arms, and Kamijo wants his birthday to be wonderful.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, complete

Alice Nine

Smile for Me
Part 1 Part 2
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Hiroto wants to help Shou get over his insecurities and realize how beautiful he is, but is too shy to confess his feelings.
Chapter(s) & Status: 2/2, complete

Rip
Pairing: Saga x Shou
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Shou's pants rip while he's on stage, and Saga comes up with a solution. Shou does not approve.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Coughs and Fever
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Shou shows up to practice late and doesn't look or sound well.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Self-esteem
Pairings: Tora x Nao, Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Nao's insecurities about his appearance get to him at a photo shoot, and Alice Nine tries to convince him that there's nothing he should feel insecure about.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

After the Live
Pairing: Saga x Shou
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Saga wants Shou. Shou just wants to take a shower and go to bed, but doesn't stand a chance against Seductive!Saga.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Poor Saga
Pairings: Hiroto x Shou, Tora x Nao
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Saga's horny band mates ruined his sleep last night, and he lets them know about it at breakfast the next morning.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Creepy Contacts
Pairings: Tora x Nao, Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Tora finds out his Cross Game contacts scare his band mates, and uses that to his advantage - especially on Nao.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Ice Cream for Dorks
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Hiroto spots an ice cream truck selling Spiderman popsicles, and drags Shou over to investigate.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Old Clothes
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Shou finds some old clothes from back in the day and tries them on. Hiroto approves.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Confession Attempt
Pairing: Nao x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Saga is tired of watching Nao and Shou pine for each other, so takes matters into his own hands.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

High School Drama
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Genre: AU
Summary: Shou's feeling gloomy since he got teased in school. Hiroto's there to make him feel better.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Sugar Crash
Pairings: Tora x Hiroto, Saga x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Hiroto has a sugar crash and is too tired to walk anymore, so Tora gives him a piggyback ride.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Strange Behavior
Pairing: Saga x Shou
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Shou wants to know why Saga isn't being his usual perverted self and realizes something about himself in the process.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Writer's Block
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Rating: PG
Summary: Shou struggles to write a new song, and Hiroto offers to help him, but ends up helping Shou with more than just the song.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

VAMPS

First Time
Pairing: Kaz x Hyde
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, smut
Summary: A night at the bar with Kaz ends in wild sex in Hyde's bedroom. The morning after is very awkward. Chapter(s): & Status: 1/1, Complete

Self Control
Pairing: Kaz x Hyde
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kaz wants Hyde, but is too shy to tell him... until Hyde torments him with a popsicle.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Tattoos
Pairing: Kaz x Hyde
Rating: PG
Summary: Kaz wakes up to Hyde tracing his tattoos, and returns the favor.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

L'Arc~en~Ciel

On the Train
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Some fluff, humor, and light angst
Summary: Hyde, Ken, and Tetsu take a train to Kyoto and deal with the changes Sakura's arrest has brought them.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

"I'm Hungry"
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff, humor
Summary: All Hyde can think of is food, but Tetsu finds a way to distract him.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Twentieth Anniversary
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff, humor
Summary: Tetsuya reflects over the past twenty years as he waits backstage with L'Arc~en~Ciel.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Heat Wave
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor, romance
Summary: Hyde and Tetsu are forced to endure the heat in their apartment after the air conditioning breaks.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Broken Mask
Pairing: Mentions of Sakura x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, fluff at the end
Summary:Tetsu watches Hyde struggling to cope with Sakura's arrest by hiding his pain behind a mask, and encourages him to stop bottling up his true feelings and let go.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Simple Gifts
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor, romance
Summary: Hyde gives Tetsu two important gifts for his birthday in 1993 and thinks about where he wants to be 20 years later. 2011 is two years short of that, but Hyde has everything he wants.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Workaholic
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, romance
Summary: Hyde thinks Tetsu works too much and that he should take a break. Tesu disagrees, but is easily persuaded.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Fans
Pairing: Slight Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor
Summary: Hyde wants Tetsu to bite him again for the fans.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Pickup Line
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor, romance
Summary: Hyde uses an old pickup line on Tetsu. Tetsu is not amused by the pun.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Shopping
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff, humor
Summary: Hyde and Tetsu go out grocery shopping, but Tetsu decides to go clothes shopping instead. Hyde is not happy about being deprived of food.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

My Pet
Pairing: Sakura x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor
Summary: Hyde surprises Sakura by putting a leash on him and claiming him as his pet.
Chapters & Status: 1/1, Complete

Bananas and Lollipops
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor, fluff, romance
Summary: Tetsu stocks up on bananas and lollipops for the MSG live. Hyde helps.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

My Lover
Pairing: Sakura x Hyde
Genre: Romance, some humor
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Once Hyde and Sakura reach their apartment it's Sakura's turn to tie Hyde up with the leash.
Chapter(s) & Status: Sequel to My Pet. 1/1, Complete

Hair Problems
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Genre: Humor, some fluff
Rating: PG
Summary: What should be a relaxing evening for Tetsu is ruined by an irritated Hyde who's having one too many problems with his long hair.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

For the Fans
Pairing: Slight Tetsu x Hyde
Genre: Humor
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Hyde asks Tetsu to bite him again for the fans and, much to his horror, is caught by Ken and Sakura.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Echoed Warnings (DISCONTINUED)
Chapter One Chapter Two ~~Chapter Three~~
Band: L'Arc~en~Ciel
Pairing: Tetsu x Hyde
Genre: Supernatural, some humor, romance, and drama
Rating: PG to PG-13
Summary: Hyde insists that L'Arc reunite to go to a haunted mansion. Tetsu is skeptical but comes along to please Hyde and gets more than he bargained for in the mansion.
Chapters and Status: ~~2/3(?), In progress~~ (DISCONTINUED)

Kat Tun

A Chance Encounter
Pairing: Jin x Kame
Genre: AU, humor, some romance
Rating: PG
Summary: Kame is ill with pneumonia and assumes his hospital stay will be lonely, boring, and horrible... and then Jin from the next room comes over to complain about his coughing and he finds himself with company.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Moon Child

Use Me
Pairing: Kei and Sho (no pairing)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sho gets tired of watching Kei suffer, and uses his own method to help his friend.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Awkward Questions
Pairing: Kei and Sho, then KeixSho
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ten-year-old Sho wants to know what sex is. Kei is horrified.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

You're Mine
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sho runs out of money at the grocery store and tries flirting with the cashier so she'll let him off, but is caught by Kei, and Kei needs to teach Sho a lesson.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Morning
Pairing: Sho x Kei
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kei and Sho are out too late, and have the race the sun to get home before Kei gets hurt.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Playing Games
Pairing: Sho and Kei
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sho wants to know what a brothel is, and Kei is horrified.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Dinner And Questions
Pairing: Sho and Kei
Rating: PG
Summary: Kei decides to treat Toshi and Sho to dinner, but Sho sees a woman with a baby in the restaurant and much to Kei's horror, he wants to know where babies come from.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Nightmare
Pairing: Sho and Kei
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sho has a nightmare about the day he met Kei, and looks to Kei for comfort.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Pretty Hair
Pairing: Kei x Sho
Rating: PG
Summary: Hana loves Kei's pretty blonde hair and wants to give him a new hairstyle, much to his horror.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Blood and Memories
Pairing: Kei x Sho
Rating: PG
Summary: Kei comes home after feeding and finds Sho asleep on the couch, just like when he was a kid.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete

Different
Pairing: Kei and Sho
Rating: PG
Genre: Light angst and fluff
Summary: Sho is haunted by cruel taunts from other kids, and Kei comforts him.
Chapter(s) & Status: 1/1, Complete